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Paperback
- 184 pages (July 1996)
Windhorse Publications;
ISBN: 0904766810
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Once you have a comfortable position, close your eyes
and allow your face to relax. Take a couple of deeper
breaths. As you breathe in, feel your chest gently open.
No need to puff it out - you're not on parade. Just
allow it gently to open up a little. Then as you let
out the breath, relax the shoulders, easing them down
and back.
See if you can take your awareness down into the parts
of your body in contact with the cushion or the chair.
Have a sense of contact with the ground. If you are
sitting on a chair, check that your feet are planted
flat on the floor. Feel the weight of your body bearing
down on the ground, feel the solidity of the body.
Now become aware of the soles of your feet, allowing
them to soften and relax. Try imagining that you are
drawing up awareness from the ground, up into your body.
Slowly allow this awareness to move up through your
feet into your ankles and lower legs. You might like
to imagine this awareness as a kind of light, or a feeling
of warmth in your body.
Let the muscles of your lower legs relax, allowing them
to soften and become heavy. Notice any sensation in
the part of the body where your awareness is, but do
not force anything. If you don't feel much that's fine;
just notice what is there.
Letting the awareness move up into your knees, imagine
a sense of space in your joints, then move the awareness
into the large muscles of your upper legs. Allow your
muscles to fall away from the bone under the soft force
of gravity.
Broaden your awareness to include your buttocks, pelvis,
and genitals. Experience this whole area filling with
soft, warm awareness. If you notice any slight 'holding'
of energy, which is quite common in the buttocks, try
to let the awareness soften it.
Now gather your attention at the base of your spine.
Do not try too hard: we cannot force awareness without
tensing up. Just gently bring your mind back when it
drifts off. From here we are going to trace the line
of your spine slowly up through the body.
Bear in mind that the spine is well inside your body,
rather than on the surface of your back. It is quite
hard to get a sensory experience of the spine, so we
need to use our imagination a little. But by this I
don't mean just inventing some sensation that isn't
there. It's more a matter of a kind of openness to very
subtle sensation.
Trace the gentle curve of your spine up through your
body, through the lower back, the middle back, and between
your shoulders up to where your spine meets the base
of your skull. This is quite high up, about level with
the top of your ears.
Once again, see if you can gather your awareness at
this point. Ease the muscles at the base of your skull
- imagine them letting go, the muscles relaxing like
a fist unclenching. Your head isn't going to topple
over if you forget to hold it up - we'll find that it
can balance very nicely by itself. Imagine that your
head can move perfectly freely and is just poised on
top of your spine. You might want to adjust your head
slightly to achieve this quality of feeling.
Now, locating a sense of the top of your spine, take
your attention back down the spine to its base. Try
to hold both these places in mind - the base and top
of your spine. Imagine these two areas being infused
with light, a warm, soft light, and that these two points
of light are very gently - more just a tendency than
an actual movement - easing apart. One is drawn towards
the earth, the other towards the sky. Try to hold this
image for a few minutes; these two points of light very
slowly moving apart, like two stars in the night sky
imperceptibly drifting away from one another. See if
you can soften the two ridges of muscle that run down
either side of your spine. Imagine that as these muscles
soften, your spine is released, and these two points
of light can ease further apart.
Allow your shoulders to relax a little more. Then begin
to take your awareness into the top of your arms and
slowly down towards your hands, collecting it in your
palms and fingers. Use the sensations in your hands
to get a sense of the vitality of your body.
Now bring the awareness into your belly - another area
where we often find the flow of energy held up. Then
slowly up into your chest. Feel the movement in your
chest, your rib-cage gently opening to accommodate the
breath. Have a sense of the breath opening your chest.
Move the awareness up into your throat, and then into
your face. Soften your face a bit more, taking time
to feel the sensations there. Become aware of the shape
of your skull - allowing the skin of your scalp to become
soft - then extend your awareness to the crown of your
head. See if you can feel any sensation at this point.
Become aware of the touch of the air against your face.
Feel how very sensitive your face is; notice the temperature
of the air, and allow your face to soften against the
air. Now without any particular effort, notice the process
of breathing that is taking place. As you draw down
the air into your body imagine that the air is saturated
with awareness, like a soft mist of tiny water particles.
So as we take the air in, we also draw down awareness.
Follow the breath down into your body, down until you
become aware of the movement of your belly as you breathe
in and out. Let your breath be calm and gentle. Don't
force it down. Notice your belly as it moves to accommodate
the breath. Allow the breath to soften your belly from
the inside out. Notice the movement in your chest, at
the sides of your body, in your back; feel the whole
of your rib-cage gently moving with the breath.
Breathe in a sense of spaciousness; the space outside
you becoming space inside you. Gently gather your attention
around the area of your heart. Just sitting and breathing,
be aware of any sensations in the area around your heart.
Allow the breath to create space around your heart,
space for how you feel, for your emotions.
Just breathing, being aware of your body, your breath,
being aware of your feelings, let the feelings come
and go in a sense of spaciousness, just as you let the
breath come and go. Stay with this as long as you feel
comfortable, just being with yourself.
Then feel your connection with the ground once more.
Allow yourself to be aware of the room in which you
are sitting and any outside noises, and in your own
time allow your eyes to open, bringing the practice
to an end.
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