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- 184 pages (July 1996) Windhorse
Publications;
ISBN: 0904766810
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Set yourself up comfortably in your meditation posture;
don't rush. Make sure you are sitting up straight, your
seat is the right height, and your legs are not taking
the weight of your upper body. Make sure your hands
are supported. Check that your head feels balanced firmly
and easily on your neck.
Take a couple of slightly deeper breaths, and allow
your body to relax. Feel your shoulders ease, your face
soften. Feel a sense of letting go of the day, and just
coming into the here and now.
Experience the contact of your body with the floor.
Imagine giving the whole of your weight to the ground,
just letting the ground support you. Try to have a sense
of the weight of your torso falling directly down through
the pelvis into the earth.
Imagine that the more completely you give up the gross
weight of your body, the lighter the body feels and
the more easily energy can move in the body. So there
is a feeling of the weight of your body being held by
the earth, and at the same time you can feel the subtle
energy in your body rising upwards. There is this opposite
yet complementary movement of weight and energy in your
body.
So let your body settle into its posture, allowing your
shoulders to relax, checking your belly and buttocks
for any holding of energy ... relaxing your face. Have
a sense of your body becoming quiet, becoming still
... of the space that your body takes up ... and of
the space around your body.
Now without any special effort, start to take notice
of the breath. We don't need to grab at it - it isn't
going anywhere. It is always just there, waiting for
us patiently to notice it. So we begin to notice it.
Follow it down into your body, into the space inside
your body. Notice how your body responds to the breath,
the movement low down in your belly, the gentle expansion
and contraction of your chest at the sides and back.
So as you sit with this breath coming and going be aware
of how you feel. Let the breath bring you in a simple
and direct way to yourself, your feelings, at this moment.
What is the tone of your being - light or dark, happy,
sad, dull, excited? Just have a general sense of your
self, your basic emotional state. Acknowledge your feelings.
Come back to the breath, coming and going. There is
plenty of room for your feelings in the breath; allow
them, like the breath, just to come and go.
Now begin to count the breaths, counting at the end
of each out-breath, just marking the breath. Count to
yourself, make the counting just strong enough to stay
with the breath. If you lose count, start again at 'one'.
It doesn't matter. The breath is still there, waiting
for your attention. Just sit with the breath in this
way for a few minutes.
Now we are going to make a small change. The breath
is just the same, coming and going, but now we count
at the beginning of the breath, just before we draw
the breath in. So we are anticipating the breath by
an instant. Count 'one' - breathe in, breathe out; count
'two' - breathe in, breathe out.... Let the breathing
be easy, just follow it.
Keep your body relaxed, your face soft.... Not straining
to stay with the breath; just coming back to it. whenever
you feel your mind moving away ... just using the counting
to help you keep an eye on your mind. If you lose count,
start again at 'one'. Never mind how it happened, just
start again. So you are counting in sets often, just
staying with the breath for a few minutes.
Now let the counting fade into the breath; let it go.
Here you are, just with the breath; there is nothing
else in the whole world that you need to do just now.
Just follow the breath. It does not matter if you lose
it - it is always there, waiting for you to come back
to it.
Just like watching the great ocean upon the shore, coming
and going, feel the breath wash over you, and then withdraw.
Feel the whole of the breath, each breath becoming the
next. The great tide of your breath inside you - feel
it in the body, filling the body, bringing life and
energy into the body. Just you and the breath, just
the breath, coming and going.... Stay with the breath
for a few minutes.
Now, while experiencing the whole of the breath, begin
to notice the first sensation you experience as you
draw in the breath - where the breath first 'breaks'
against your body. You're looking for a subtle sensation
in your nostrils or at the back of your throat - wherever
you first feel the breath as it enters your body.
Keeping your face relaxed, begin to gather your attention
around this point, noticing more and more this detail
of your breath. It is a constantly changing sensation,
so it cannot be pinned down. If you try to take hold
of it you will lose it. Attend to it, appreciate it,
let it go. Don't force your attention but look for a
sense of enjoying the sensation as it comes and goes
with the breath. Spend a few minutes enjoying this sensation.
Now come back to the whole of the breath. Be aware of
your body, be aware of the ground beneath you. Slowly
become aware of the room around you and any sounds inside
or outside the room. Have a sense of the outside world,
and in your own time allow your eyes to open and your
body to move.
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